How Do I Speak When You're Gone?

Life is worst
When you have to talk
About someone
In past tense
And then
You
Slip
Up
And you must realize
That she no longer
Is,
But now she
Was.
And you can't look at certain cars,
Certain colors,
Or models of them
Without thinking of
Her
And the crash which ended
Such
Promising
Life.
And you can no longer
Call her up
When you need a friend
After a breakup
Or a fight with your parents
Or just a bad day.
You can no longer
Help her out
With algebra
Even though you ended up with barely a B- last year.
You can no longer
Comfort her when she's sad
Because people make fun of her
Because she doesn't know who she likes,
Female or male.
And all you can think is three words:
I
Miss
You
♠ ♠ ♠
R.I.P. Annalia Robertson 3/31/11