i dont remember

i dont remeber the last time i wrote you
it has to have been ages ago
but dear one i need you
something more insain than youll ever know.

i dont remember the last time it rained
it has to have been recent though
for it has washed away
all the things i didnt want to know.

i dont remeber my last laugh
is has to have been before today
for my smiles lead to laughs
but lately theyve run away.

i dont remember my last kiss
it has to have been with one i love
for if it wasnt, somethings amiss
because i dont just throw away my love

i dont remember my last dream
in has to have been last nite
for i awoke with a sence of peace it seems
from something my subconcious remembered in slight

i dont remeber all i should i know
for if i did id go mad
i do however remember where to go
from here i guess - but ive still gone mad.