Warped and twisted!

Warped and twisted:

Harsh words and violent blows
hidden secerts nobody's body knows
eyes are open, hands are fisted
deep inside I'm warped and twisted.
so many tricks and so many lies
to many whens and to many whys
nobody's special, nobody's gifted.
I'm just me;warped and twisted
sleeping awake and chocking on a dream
listening loudly to a silent scream
call mind, the numbers are unlisted
lost in someone so warped and twisted
on my knees, alive but dead
look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
don't exspect much, I'm to warped and twisted
burnt out, wasted, empty,and hallow
today's just yesterday's tomarrow
the sun has dried out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here;so warped and twisted!