Heart of Gold

I never thought you'd go this far,
To let me know what's the truth.
I haven't been able to heal,
Because the decision hasn't been made.

To stay, to go?
If I stay, it might be trouble.
If I go, it may be worse,
But I can't just stay if you're going to be like this.

I'm trying,
But failing.
So what else should I do,
But not talk to you?

Maybe you haven't realized,
I'm hurting inside.
I let my smile flow through,
Because being without you makes me free.

I'll miss you,
I know that for sure.
But what if I can't stay?
Will you miss me?