This Old Brick Heart

I told you what I've been through,
Distraught at how you'd react.
You said it didn't bug you,
All that shit in my past.

Summer days and cool fall nights,
So many memories made.
I never thought it'd be us involved in those "couple fights".
But obviously this love has a price in need of being paid.

I thought you were the one.
You lead me to believing,
That this old brick heart didn't weigh a ton.
But now I found the truth I'd been seeking.

The little things I saw to be cute,
Were just a script written; action cew by cew.
The words you said didn't seem to suit.
I guess I was wrong for believing you.

I confronted you with all your lies.
So you said my name in a derogatory way,
My heart first flutters then sinks and dies.
It's just a gloomy day, today.

You begin to run your mouth about what we did,
You're a sweet talker.
So I grab you by the hair,
Fling your head into a locker.
Now it's just simply fair.

Begging me to forgive you,
It's all lies, everything you've said to me.
Everything I said was true,
But you're too ignorant to see.

"Please just forgive me"
You say in muttered words.
It's ironic - you being on your knees.
Considering that's who you made me out to seem.

You're a twisted, sick boy.
And I pity you.
I'll forgive you within time.
But for us? We're done from.
Don't expect anything else from me.

But I'll never forget the boy from those summer days,
And the cool fall nights.
The boy I fell for,
With this heavy brick heart.