It All Depends on a Change That Only I Can Make.
I just wish i could close my eyes and disappear into oblivion
I just wish there way to not feel the pain im feeling now
That there could be a way for me to be happy again
Fully happy and not just the calm before the storm.
I feel like everytime this happens a piece of my faith,
My faith in life and love gets a little bit smaller.
I wish there were a way to disappear in oblivion.
Or to make my problems disappear.
But there isnt and even i know it.
No hope for oblivion.
No hope for my happiness.
Not in the near future.
Not until i change.
I just wish there way to not feel the pain im feeling now
That there could be a way for me to be happy again
Fully happy and not just the calm before the storm.
I feel like everytime this happens a piece of my faith,
My faith in life and love gets a little bit smaller.
I wish there were a way to disappear in oblivion.
Or to make my problems disappear.
But there isnt and even i know it.
No hope for oblivion.
No hope for my happiness.
Not in the near future.
Not until i change.