It All Depends on a Change That Only I Can Make.

I just wish i could close my eyes and disappear into oblivion

I just wish there way to not feel the pain im feeling now

That there could be a way for me to be happy again

Fully happy and not just the calm before the storm.

I feel like everytime this happens a piece of my faith,

My faith in life and love gets a little bit smaller.

I wish there were a way to disappear in oblivion.

Or to make my problems disappear.

But there isnt and even i know it.

No hope for oblivion.

No hope for my happiness.

Not in the near future.

Not until i change.