Like It Would Never Happen To You

Why do we do this?
I don't care what you do to hurt me,
to make me hate you.
I never hate you.
I know I'm a liar.
I'm a bitch.
I've made plenty mistakes.
I miss us.
I miss you.
Please, forgive me.
I have been ungrateful.
I ruined everything.
Why the hell am I talking to a computer?
That's how stupid I am.
I may have fucked up,
but I can assure you
I always fucking loved you.
♠ ♠ ♠
I'm so stupid.