Weight Of The World

Let me cry on your shoulders
Let met fall in your arms
Cause I'm dying inside
And I don't know what to do
All I want is to fall into you

The weight of the world keeps bringing me down
I've got too much to do too much to handle
I can hardly think let alone sleep
My fear of resentment starts to creep
Everyone is demanding so much of me
And i'm demanding too much of myself
But i can't stop its what i need
I can't find my wings to be free

I never needed help i could do it myself
I don't like depending on unreliable sources
If i'm gonna fail i'll do it alone
But i still try so hard
To be on everyone's good side
I can't be perfect but i wanna be good
Cause when you can't do anything
You serve no purpose

My words always choke and my voice always croaks
Cause i abuse it too much with the words of a sinner
I'm too bad to be an angel not bad enough for a demon
And once again i don' t belong
I'm so closed and consealed and people try to get inside
Like a vault with a robber who's tampering

Theres always that constant reminder of mistakes
And the things i can't do
But i try and i try without reason
That's how i survive
For every word i tried to rhyme
That time was all wasted
Cause i will neverget it right
And there's always someone better
To out do me in the end

I've got a world of chances
They've been wasted on this poor soul of mine
Denial is my best friend
It'll be forever with me and i'll never let go