Weight Of The World
Let me cry on your shoulders
Let met fall in your arms
Cause I'm dying inside
And I don't know what to do
All I want is to fall into you
The weight of the world keeps bringing me down
I've got too much to do too much to handle
I can hardly think let alone sleep
My fear of resentment starts to creep
Everyone is demanding so much of me
And i'm demanding too much of myself
But i can't stop its what i need
I can't find my wings to be free
I never needed help i could do it myself
I don't like depending on unreliable sources
If i'm gonna fail i'll do it alone
But i still try so hard
To be on everyone's good side
I can't be perfect but i wanna be good
Cause when you can't do anything
You serve no purpose
My words always choke and my voice always croaks
Cause i abuse it too much with the words of a sinner
I'm too bad to be an angel not bad enough for a demon
And once again i don' t belong
I'm so closed and consealed and people try to get inside
Like a vault with a robber who's tampering
Theres always that constant reminder of mistakes
And the things i can't do
But i try and i try without reason
That's how i survive
For every word i tried to rhyme
That time was all wasted
Cause i will neverget it right
And there's always someone better
To out do me in the end
I've got a world of chances
They've been wasted on this poor soul of mine
Denial is my best friend
It'll be forever with me and i'll never let go
Let met fall in your arms
Cause I'm dying inside
And I don't know what to do
All I want is to fall into you
The weight of the world keeps bringing me down
I've got too much to do too much to handle
I can hardly think let alone sleep
My fear of resentment starts to creep
Everyone is demanding so much of me
And i'm demanding too much of myself
But i can't stop its what i need
I can't find my wings to be free
I never needed help i could do it myself
I don't like depending on unreliable sources
If i'm gonna fail i'll do it alone
But i still try so hard
To be on everyone's good side
I can't be perfect but i wanna be good
Cause when you can't do anything
You serve no purpose
My words always choke and my voice always croaks
Cause i abuse it too much with the words of a sinner
I'm too bad to be an angel not bad enough for a demon
And once again i don' t belong
I'm so closed and consealed and people try to get inside
Like a vault with a robber who's tampering
Theres always that constant reminder of mistakes
And the things i can't do
But i try and i try without reason
That's how i survive
For every word i tried to rhyme
That time was all wasted
Cause i will neverget it right
And there's always someone better
To out do me in the end
I've got a world of chances
They've been wasted on this poor soul of mine
Denial is my best friend
It'll be forever with me and i'll never let go