help me fix this mess called life

I can’t hide it anymore
The pain within my heart
Forever it lies with me
Never will I trust you
Can someone help me
I hate seeing it
I hate feeling it
I hate being the one
Who has to sits there
And take it
I’m crying out I don’t want to be hurt
I don’t want to deal with the pain of it
Help me fix this mess called life
Help me not to go through this shit
Help me see the good in me
All I want is to be loved but I’m in pain
Please help me fix this mess called life