I'm Gonna Miss You...

Tears daring to fall,
Clocks ticking upon the wall,
Done with me you've stated,
I feel so alienated. 

Love says the other side,
The half that I chose to abide,
I'm empty now,
Lost both of you somehow. 

I want you back,
Without you I lack,
The happiness carried,
The enjoyment I'd married. 

The other side,
The road I chose to ride,
Whispers sweet things into my ear,
But yet, I still have fear. 

I want you both,
One for friendship, one to hold me close,
But I can't do anything right,
I'll never win this fight. 

A whore, am I?
Just wanting to die,
I can't do this,
Will you even miss..?

Will you miss?
The kisses,
Will you care..?
Dare to dare..

To let me in again,
I miss you, my friend,
But I guess it's over now,
Through and through,
All I can say is,
That I loved you. 

Goodbye Cory. I'm sorry I fucked up.