Getting to the Top

How can a man... be blamed for dreamin

whips hoes and cash, damn thats appealin

to see my name in lights and millions screamin

or feel ya next to me when we're both dreamin

whats a life lived without seein stars

whats my life lived without writin bars

whats my life lived without my family

what is this life live without someone loving me

what if your fantasy was a reality

would you continue to live fallacies

stop and take a look at you history

.... I'm rewriting my own life story

Not givin in to Satan's devious ways

Looking to God to better my days

I'm so much stronger from the lessons I've learn

My past has left me with first degree burns

no time to grieve no time to cry

more time to work more time to strive

more time to achieve the unachievable

more time to make believe the unbelievable

we cant let the past crowd perception of our future

we'll find ourself in tough positions, no kama sutra

we'll find we're trapped, not movin forward

know for a fact, this aint what the doctor ordered

feelin ill, feelin poor, feelin down

feelin like a king who's lost the jewel to his crown

I've chosen my direction, finger to the sky

at the bottoms where im startin, up top is where ill die

another day, another time

ill cross that bridge when it comes to it

so until then, its seems so very far

broaden my horizon while im singin kay sirrah

its a long road, and its one i forever ride

But in the meantime I'm back to my grind