this gun

I want to die
I want to commit suicide
Grab the gun
Put it to your head
Wait
Scream
Pull the trigger
Worthless turns into happiness
So alone
And forgotten
This life
This way of death
Kill you without a fight
It is over without a say
How could it be this way?
The world kills us all
Jump mother fucker
Did you like this baby?
Kill longer
Its over
You had a good heart
And you left it on the floor
Dying
Getting colder

R.I.P MY HEART