Writing My Reality

Can you see the pages of reality?
Write down words in your book, for your own privacy
Ink drips through your veins
Pours onto paper with no restrain
Slowly going insane, realizing this isn't me

I feel everything...
While there's nothing at all
I feel waves crashing
I feel rain fall

I feel darkness in corners of light
Where you won't follow me
I feel every emotion at once
Like I'm about to...

Wander through fiction, finding no truth at all
No words left in my voice, but yours is the name I call
Nothing but empty pages
This emotion still but rages
Gamble your last wages, just to watch yourself fall

I feel everything...
While there's nothing at all
I feel waves crashing
I feel rain fall

I feel darkness in corners of light
Where you won't follow me
I feel every emotion at once
Like I'm about to...

I see things that aren't there, but I wish they were
This happiness that I once knew, begins to hurt
If angels are in this sky
They'll take me to the afterlife
I'm not losing this fight, just all touch with this earth

I feel everything...
While there's nothing at all
I feel waves crashing
I feel rain fall

I feel darkness in corners of light
Where you won't follow me
I feel every emotion at once
Just not reality