Lead Me

It started off great
I didn't really know you
But then you started talking to me
It just felt right

I was comfortable
We made each other laugh
It was fun
It was great

Then, on one Tuesday night
You told me something
And it made my heart flutter
You said that you liked me

I told you that I like you to
It got a little awkward
But we quickly got past that
And it all got back to normal again

Then one night
You told me something else
You said that you liked me
But that you have liked me for a while

You also said that you were scared
that you didn't Want to talk to me
For the sole fact that you were scared you'd do something
Something to Fuck it up

I said never
never could you do that
From then things only got better
We started talking a lot more

Then, when March Break came
We talked all the time
We would talk until the wee hours in the morning
It was amazing

You told me how great I made you feel
I said that I you made me happy
You said I was amazing
You made me feel great

Then, at the end
End of March Break
It all came down
You stopped talking to me

At school you didn;t come see me
See me after class
It hurt
And I was scared

All these thoughts were running through my head
Maybe he doesn't like me anymore
And the worst of all,
Maybe he didn't mean it when you said you liked me

Then I asked you,
And you said you were busy
I accepted that, everybody gets busy
But nothing changed

As time went by
I just got more and more hurt
everytime I saw you online
Everytime you didn't say Hi

I gave you space
But I couldn;t take it anymore
I grew some balls
And talked to him again

Told him how I felt
How I was confused
How he told me he liked me, then stopped talking to me
I told him it felt like he was leading me on

He said he wasn't
it wasn't personal
He was busy
And going through some shit

I understood that too
But things again, didn't change
Now I'm hurt and confused
Again

But I can't help it
I can't help liking you
I can't help smiling at you when you pass me in the halls
I can't help those butterflies that burst into my stomach when I see you

I can't help the fact
Can't help where you're taking me
I can't help the fact that you're leading me
Leading me into nothing

But that's okay
Feel free
Lead Me
Lead Me wherever
As long as I still get to be near you