Sick

I'm so sick of living here
Crying alone at night
In the dark
All alone
That's all I am, is alone
No one can save me
Cause nobody cares
Nobody's there
I'm so lonely
So afraid
I feel like all the good parts of my soul are gone
I don't know anymore how to go on
I can't help feeling like I don't have a home
I feel I don't matter
I'm just fading into the background
I can feel myself losing control...
I can feel the urges setting in
The urge to cut, to bleed
To drink the alcohol and just lose it
To get high and just party it all away
No one can save me
It's too late now
NO one can save me
Cause I'm gone
No one can save me
From the people I love
Everyone I need is the poison I drink
Everyone who hurts me
Are the people I love
I've lost my mind
I'm going insane
I really wish I wasn't this way