Unspoken Goodbye

I hardly knew you
I questioned your existence
Though you were family

I failed to know you
Not knowing what little time
Nor how much you've done

An impact on life
In which you are deeply missed
Heart of gold beat again

Your musical life
Your beautiful melody
Delicate rhythm

Your will for design
With flowers and pastries
Your inspiration

A life unfulfilled
With many dreams left undone
Struck down by cancer

I regret that night
My last chance to see you
My tears fall for you

Sorrow and anger
I am filled with depression
Can't make up my mind

Wishing to be free
Surrounded by nothingness
Trapped by depression

Starring at nothing
Wishing you were still alive
Just one last goodbye
♠ ♠ ♠
I just wish I could change that one little thing about the past....