Where shall I seek?

Where shall I seek,
For the mother who held me tight,
Whose lips brushed my nose,
When I wept in deep night?

Where shall I seek,
For the father who laughed,
Who jerked like a fool,
When he felt a sharp draught?

Where shall I seek,
For the brother, my refuge,
Who raised an eye brow or two,
When he noticed my rouge?

Where shall I seek,
For a sister of mischief,
The mistress of mayhem,
Who knew no relief?

Where shall I seek,
For the family I lost,
Now I’m stuck in an orphanage,
With no-one I trust?

Shall Heaven I seek,
Where angels doth shine,
I’ll live there shortly,
With angels I shall dine.