am i good enough now

I will never be good enough for you
The things that you say to me
They burn me inside like fire

“you need to lose 10 lbs. by summer”
“you’re useless. You’re a bitch
You’re selfish
You’re worthless no one likes you
I can see why your dad treats u the way he does
You’re not that great either so u have no room to talk
You’re a terrible girlfriend
I deserve so much better
Nothing you do makes me happy
What the hell can you never make anyone happy?
You fail at everything you’re a broken promise
You don’t deserve me u deserve nothing
You are not that hard to replace”

Yet here I am
Begging for you back
Begging for your love
Giving you my all
Leaving and losing friends for you
All for you
So tell me
Am I good enough now