Falling

I'm falling.
Everyone I know is gone,
Everyone is moving on.
But I'm still standing here.
Waiting to shed a single tear.
Nothing comes,
Not even pain.
As I stand here in the rain.
Soon I hear someone calling,
But I can't hear because I'm falling.

The sound of screaming,
Ricocheting off the walls.
The chill of terror,
Bouncing up and down the halls.

I'm falling, I'm falling.
There's nothing I can do.
Why does all this pain,
Come shooting back from you?

You love me, you hurt me,
You hate me, you're gone.
Then why do you keep stopping me?
Just let me move on!

I don't get why,
you put me through this pain.
And once again,
I'm here standing in the rain.

Once again,
I wait for a tear,
When all of a sudden...
You're standing right here.
I get up to run,
Away from the pain.
You catch me and hold me,
As we stand in the rain.

I look into your eyes,
As you begin to talk.
I love you, you hurt me,
You hate me, I walk.

The farther I get,
Everything goes black.

I don't think I can ever go back.

Once again, you start your calling.
But I can't hear,
Because I'm falling.