If I Can't Have You... I Can't Have Anyone.

someone kill me,
now!
shoot me dead,
or strangle my pale neck,
i need the pain to soothe me,
but it doesnt work,
it never does.
i need the wine-red blood to make me see im alive,
but it only makes me feel worse inside.
i need you to keep me here,
grounded on my feet,
keep me standing without tripping up,
just dont say you'll leave me stranded here, alone.