A little more inside

I hear the whispers
I feel the stares
Tears stinging
Even when they aren't there

I worry that you know
What happened when I left
but maybe you'll be slow
& never guess

I was wrong
I messed up
I'm trying to stay strong
and save this love

This guilt is drowning me
My nervousness is taking over
I cant concentrate, cause all I see
is a brutal battle with two broken lovers

I'm crying all the time
Fake smiling, with thoughts of mine
So paranoid gotta watch my back...
Hey, I cant breathe, my hearts under attack

So save me, from this misery
I hate feeling oh so guilty
and I try not to let it get to me
but when you smile, I cant help but die
Just a little more inside<3

I cant just stop, from feeling this nervous
I just cant believe what I did, cause you didn't deserve it
So I guess what I'm trying to say
In every possible way, I'm sorry

Cause I never wanted to hurt you,
I know you must feel awful right now
but I guess what I'm trying to say
In every possible way, I'm sorry

So save me, from this misery
I hate feeling oh so guilty
and I try not to let it get to me
but when you smile, I cant help but die
Just a little more inside<3