Reflection

I reflect on this day, on what I did see,

Who did what where, things what would be.

I see the world, through shattered sharp glass,

But its safe for me, behind this mask,

to observe and laugh at silly things,

dumb old fools, dressed up as kings.

Boasting of nothing, bragging of air,

Acting all hardcore, "Its juts a dare"

Then the solumn face, filled with woe,

regret and misery, from head to toe.

They have done unimaginable crimes,

walk past, brush arms, so many times.

A faint reminder of things that were,

lock it away, Its just a blur.

Padlock it in, deeper it goes,

Tossing and twisting, it never slows.

Back to reality, as these are just dreams.

Get out a needle, sew up there seams.

Compose yourself, look sharpe awake,

Constantly acting, never a break.

Force a smile, let it go.

A single tear, can never show.

Help, help, a desperate cry,

I can't stop this feeling, I don't know why.

Times are a'changing, must I change too?

If I don't, things may get worse, what do I do?

Curl in a ball, lock both my arms,

I don't want suicide, I'll never self harm.

I want to be free of this fake world around,

Never a fake whisper, always a fake sound.