A Place That I Cannot Reach

I never wanted to believe that our goodbye was final
I never wanted to lose you
Once I had you I wanted to be yours forever
But you never wanted to always be mine.

I wish I knew why I still have feelings for you
When you took my heart in your hands and tore it apart
All of my hopes and dreams died with my last heartbeat
They died with our relationship.

Could we turn back time,
Before things went wrong,
To when we were right,
Could we please start over?

I’d give up the world to have myself back in your arms again
How many tears I would shed if only they’d bring you back
If only I could count,
I’d show you just how much I love you.

I’d walk to the end of the earth and back again if you’d be there with open arms
To hold me close so I could feel your heart beat against me and know that this is real
So that I can know that I’ve awoken from my worst nightmare
The abnormal world where I was alone and no longer had your love

Do you regret that your broke your promises?
Do you wish we could have done all the things we said we would?
Do you believe that you are truly out of love?
Do you think that we will never be whole again?

Please tell me the answers to these questions
I know I will not like the answers but I need to know
I need to hear from you and no one else,
Why your love has traveled to a place that I cannot reach