Choices

You may be right about me,
That I am crazy,
That I am a lunatic,
That I am messed up.

But think for a second,
You know me?
Since when?
For how long?

That's exactly it,
You don't,
You never did,
Ever.

But lets say you do,
Lets say you did,
Lets say you care,
Lets say you knew,
What I am thinking,
In my "messed up" head.

Would you be true to me,
Or would I burn down?
Would you talk to me,
Or would I be ignored?
Would you say I'm your friend,
Or would I be an impostor?