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Life is not wat everyone expects it to be,Its full of twist and turns along the way,there is good times there are bad times,It will only get worse until one day....That u just can't take it no more and then,you become depressed then you start to think.wat do you have to live for? why are you in this cruel world?you can end it all with one slit of the wrist its your decision on which way youll do it,u slit your wrist and watch the blood cover your hands as it pours to the floor you get weaker as life fades away,then you start to think who will miss me? will there be anyone?you think about your parents and wat there going to say? and think?you think about your friends wat are they going to do? wat will they tell peopleor will they just do wat did every other time look at you and laughbut there is one person that you though the world over,the only one who will miss you outa of all ur so called friendsthat will accually miss you while the rest of the ppl try to figure out why?why you did wat you did? wat drove you to taking your own life?but little do they know what you felt deep down inside.wat made you take away the greatest gift of all your life.it was because of how much you cared about that one person,knowing that you they wasnt going to be in your arms again,it was because of all those sleepless nights, all the tears you shead,it was because you loved this one person so much they was your lifeand without them in it you didnt have a life it was all misery and painpain that you couldnt take anymore, misery that you couldnt stand no longera life of hell with pain, suffering, tears, and the fact that you would never be happy againbut the tears that you cryed won't add up to the mess of blood that stains your floor where you did it.that no one will ever see cuz they board up your room leave all your belongings in itthe same way you left it that unfortunate day that you killed yourself the day they won't forgetbut it wasnt all because of that one special person there was alot of other factors leading up to itthe way people stared at you, made fun of you, called you names, made you feel like shityou could have went out and took your name back Coloumbine, Richland for exampledo people know that a word can hurt someone just as much as a gun?maybe not physicaly but emotiontly, that hurts way more then anything it makes you feel smallwoundering when there going to give up and just let you be who you arethe only reason they do it is because you are different, you listen to a sertain type of musicyour not in with the cool crowd, they don't have anything better to do with there timeonly make other people feel bad about them self's, They dont see wat there accually doingnot till its too late and someone either takes there life's or takes there own.Then they will regret wat they did and wat they said.so the next time you get the one true love of your life make sure you treat them rightnever let them go make sure they know how much you love them and that you care.don't make fun of people so much not everyday of there life'syes gettin made fun of is a part of life but people go overboard with itthey dont know wat it is like to be pushed around everydayif they did they wouldnt take it either......GoodBye......