Not an actress

I’m not an actress
That can hide disappointment behind a smile
Every time you promise me the sky you let me fall
When that happens you break my smile
I can’t hide the way my soul cries
Because when I’m lonely
Every shadow scares me
And with every tear that I cry
I wish that you would hold me
But you don’t see me
You only judge me
Scar,
use,
hurt and hate me
Did you ever think how life would be like
If you were like me?
If you tried
And let your heart beat like mine
What did I do to you?
Did I hurt you ?
All I want to do right now is walk right
Talk right and be right
Why?
Because I can’t fake it and tell you that
What you do to me doesn’t hurt me
That it doesn’t pierce me
Make my blood boil my skin burn
And make my tears feel like acid dripping of my face
Today I want to tell you that it’s okay
Today I forgave you
I am stronger
And today you will not hurt me
You better not mess with me
Because now it’s my turn to be free