Alive

I spin your ring around my finger
Lost in a world of distant past
I remember the days of beginning
And how we used to laugh and cuddle.

Now we are here
Stuck in a place
Where happiness is forbidden
And our love is secured.

I toss and turn at night
Reaching out for your warmth
All I find is cold sheets
And a blanket that keeps me warm.

Feeling your touch
Soothes me in everyway
It makes me alive again
And not afraid.

But then the time comes
And you leave again
The warmth slowly fades away
I’m all alone once more.

You’re the only one
The only exception
Who can heal my heart
And make me feel alive.