Goodbye Forever

A senior in high school
straight A's too
Never once got the chance to say "I do"
..Her life, taken by one careless mistake,
the person in the other car decided to make
he had a few drinks and thought he was fine..
But he must have really been out of his mind..
as my teardrops flow onto your icy grave
I know at once you'd want me to be brave
--drinking and driving just don’t mix--
so please don’t put them together like this
cause it might be your teardrops on your best friend's grave
and honestly I wish I could be brave
but bravery like yours is so hard to find..
-when the only time you'll see your best friend again. is in your mind
A heart of gold stopped beating,
Hard working hands now rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us he only takes the best.
We think of you in silence,
we often speak your name,
all we have are memories,
your picture in a frame.
A million times we've thought of you,
a million times we've cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
you never would have died.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
but you didn’t go alone.
For a part of us went with you the day God took you home.
♠ ♠ ♠
aha.. my friend wrote this for me... It's kinda a long story..
Somehow when I turned 13.. I left for Washington.. like.. Ran away.. xD Yeah.. I didn't make it.. but anyway-- apparently everyone thought I was dead. A girl who looked exactly like me was found on the street next to some old woods.. (RIP) and her body was burnt and other shiz.. my mom didn't believe it was me.. but she was going crazy.. wondering where I was.. The police thought that my mom was just going nutty cause she lost her daughter.. so apparently i'm 'dead'
i got to a phone booth and called up a friend
Me: Hey.. It's Petra.. can you send me a ca--
Friend: That's not funny.. DO YOU THINK THAT'S FUCKING FUNNY?? ASSHOLE. YOU DON'T MAKE--
Me: WTF?? YO. Heeeeeeeeello? You talking with someone else..?
Friend: WE BOTH KNOW SHE'S DEAD. STOP TALKING ABOUT HER ASSWIPE! *hangs up*
Me: ...............................................................................WTF?

XD ahaha.. i came back and my parents were going nutty.. they couldn't believe it's me... they thought i rose from the dead or something..
huhuhu.. i was pampered for a month.. xD but they identified the body as another girls.. (RIP again..) and everything was back to normal..

oh. right. my friend wrote this.. *points to poem* for me... Yeah.. I ran away due to stress.. and just... life....... i was really depressed... *shrugs* Ahh well..