Once again

Once again we’re in this game,
You’re still in first place.
I’m still in last.
I will never catch up.

I wanna cut because of you,
I fell in love because of you.
You cause my happiness,
And my depression.

What should I do?
I can’t be without you,
It’s hard to be with you.
I don’t want to deal with this!

But I love you.
So I will stay,
I will always love you.
I will... always stay…