my fatal luulaby

This is my last fatal lullaby.
With this last breath I shall say good by.
Shattered dreams.
Only wish life was as it seamed.
Darkness fills the room I lie in at night.
Nightmares wake me up with fright.
I don't understand the way I'm treated.
I have been defeated.
Society has gave up on me.
I'm now blind and can not see.
My heart is tattered and torn.
As if a it was stabbed with a dozen thorns.
You said you were by my side.
Looks as if you have lied.
I was told to fallow.
But I'm blinded in sorrow.
My best friend is a teddy bear and my blade.
As I watch out side my body my life is starting to fade.
Now the path I feared the most...