Different
So I'm a little different, so I wear all black and have dark make up. Death doesn't scare me and so I embrace it. So I listen to death metal or punk music because I like the bass, and maybe it's a little louder then you play your's. Perhaps I feel love, perhaps I don't. Maybe I do things out of lust rather then love. So maybe on my weekends I get high and maybe go to parties. Perhaps I don't go to school dances because I don't that school spirit. So I don't care about my grades what does it matter. Maybe my life is a little complicated, maybe I don't know anything but sadness and depression. So I'm a little emotional and maybe even tried suicide. So my religion is different then your's. Maybe just maybe I'm like you deep down, looking to be excepted.
How can you judge me you have never met me. How can you question who I am and how I live. How can you whisper behind my back like I don't hear you, do I appear deaf to you. Why can you give me a name thats not my own and expect that to be me. Expect me to answer to it. You don' t know a thing about me. Maybe I've changed from that sad, shy, lonely child from so many years ago maybe I'm different what should you care? Do I mean that much to you that all you can talk about is me and who I am.
Maybe I had that love you want. Maybe I had that happiness you speak so hard, how would you know you've never asked me. I know one thing that I have you well probably never learn about, the true friendship of people who actually care about me as a person not me as an object. People who look out for me even before I can do that stupid something. I am true to myself, I don't need to hide behind a mask I'm happy as I am and not scared to be myself to be, different. It makes me happy to be a, geek, nerd, emo, goth, or anything else you want to call me. At least I'm true to myself and don't need hide and with the people who really know me, excepted.
I am different and I don't care I'm happy, loved welcomed and if you can't see that then I've reached a new level that you could never achieve. I wont lose any sleep over what people want me to be. So finally do yo understand me that I'm happy being different and there is nothing you can do or say that would make me want to be any "different."
How can you judge me you have never met me. How can you question who I am and how I live. How can you whisper behind my back like I don't hear you, do I appear deaf to you. Why can you give me a name thats not my own and expect that to be me. Expect me to answer to it. You don' t know a thing about me. Maybe I've changed from that sad, shy, lonely child from so many years ago maybe I'm different what should you care? Do I mean that much to you that all you can talk about is me and who I am.
Maybe I had that love you want. Maybe I had that happiness you speak so hard, how would you know you've never asked me. I know one thing that I have you well probably never learn about, the true friendship of people who actually care about me as a person not me as an object. People who look out for me even before I can do that stupid something. I am true to myself, I don't need to hide behind a mask I'm happy as I am and not scared to be myself to be, different. It makes me happy to be a, geek, nerd, emo, goth, or anything else you want to call me. At least I'm true to myself and don't need hide and with the people who really know me, excepted.
I am different and I don't care I'm happy, loved welcomed and if you can't see that then I've reached a new level that you could never achieve. I wont lose any sleep over what people want me to be. So finally do yo understand me that I'm happy being different and there is nothing you can do or say that would make me want to be any "different."