Whispers Turn into Doubts

Breathe held, eyes wide. Senses abandon me, I only stare numb to the bone, frozen in time, but when you smile the fire ignites. Palms open I approach you delirious, what is this love, so cruel and mysterious. Doubts whisper "why", voices breathe "how?"thousands of echoes of words from your mouth, what-ifs and maybes but never right-nows. I am completly entranced by your power. Days crawl,minutes flee. Only your kindness stays untouched by time, innocence offers her hand to depravity when you depart I start wondering whats wrong with me? Without even meaning to, you tantalize me. And in the dark hours I start fantisizing. Doubts whisper "why?". Voices breathe "how?" Thousands of echoes of words from your mouth, what-ifs and maybes but never right-nows, I am completely entranced by your powers. And you just stand there and smile at me. Innocent of all my secret desires. Touch me your purity, I just want to love, like you. But you're love can't follow through when doubts thunder "why?" Voices scream "how?" I smell the nectar that drips from your mouth what-ifs and maybes but never right- nows. Totured I crumple as madness encloses me....