Im Sorry

let the voice become stronger,
i will not let you see my inside,
i feel so much better,
when you can only see the outside.
my eyes stare out into the sky,
and watch the lights become dim,
i have to say goodbye,
because i will not obey your every whim.
my mind's askew,
my mistakes are forcing me to stay put,
i hurt you,
and im the one is the mutt.
i wish i had the mind which was stable,
but i guess thats impossible,
i wish i could tell you something which was understandable,
yet again impossible.
i love you,
i hate you,
i like you,
i killed you.
im sorry