Oh lord

Oh lord can you forgive me
I was lost but now I see
I was never truely lonely
you were always surrounding me
and now I learn to believe
In all you taught to me
so I canspread your love
hoping to find my peace above
so when I fall and leave this place
carry me in your warm embrace
leave this worl with my name in grace

(he was right and now im ashamed
i lost my faith only Im to blame
I'll prove him wrong because Im right
and i wont give up without a fight)

Oh lord can you forgive me
for living life so selfishly
I know Ive made mistakes before
and I know I'll make many more
this time my intensions are pure
remedies in mind lurking for cures
I had lost myself in that fight
now its time to make it right
so when I fall and leave this place
carry me in your warm embrace
leave this world with me name in grace

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