Rip me up, Tear me down

Rip me up
Tear me down
I'll try to swing back around
I just want to leave
No where to be found
Before I lose my mind
I'll try to make it back alive

Chorus:
Why am I still here trying?
I only end up crying
Nothing I do
Is ever good enough for you
Here alone I stand
Nothing but a knife at hand
It's the only way I know
I just want to be left alone
Sorry, but I must go

These thoughts of flight
Leave me alone
wondering the night
I don't want to give up
You know I put up a fight
But still it leaves me broken inside

Why am I still here trying?
I only end up crying
Nothing I do
Is ever good enough for you
Here alone I stand
Nothing but a knife at hand
It's the only way I know
I just want to be left alone
Sorry, but I must go

Rip me up
Tear me down
I'll try to swing back around