Will You Miss Me?

will you miss me?

i'm just a little too ready to pull that trigger
just a little too unsteady
supporting myself on what we once were
only to find it’s gone
you keep on saying i'm wrong

i don’t believe you, why should i?
what did you ever say that was true?
i'm just a little too quick to cry
staring into the mirror
unable to confront my fears

i'm playing a one-person
game of truth of dare
i know it’s not fair
not to you or me
but i just need to be free
so hate me if you will
but you already do
well, that’s okay
i already knew

you won’t miss me