saying goodbye

The pain is flooding back
Back into my heart already black
Making it darker then before
Darkening my soul
Throwing all my hopes and dreams into a pitiful black hole
If this is love I welcome death
Sitting here waiting for my last breath
Waiting for the hands of death to claim me
Letting me be weightless and free
But i never will be
For i belong to the puppet master's hands
Marked by her brand
Claiming my heart and soul
Leaving my body empty, yet full
Full of hate and disgust
Leaving me with nothing not even trust
I want to be hugged by the arms of the reaper
Sinking deeper and deeper
Leaving the world behind
Releasing myself from my mind
Leaving your world behind