Second Chances

And no. I dont know what i'm doing here. I have no fucking clue.
I wish i could take a few steps away from you. From your sight.
Fuck it, It will never be the same.
Maybe when i die things will change.
As months pass us by things seem to be getting worse.
I miss the old days. The days when you wanted to me with me.
Can you tell me why this hurts so much?
Now you seem to never have time for me.
We made the same mistakes. It was to hard not to lie.
I guess the best part about this is that we're not fighting. Well we dont talk.
I remember when you asked me to be yours. Of couse i said yes.
I can never stop falling for you.
I know you like to pretend that you could never do that.
So now you put up a front in front of your so called boys.
You say you could never be that way. How come you have to act this way?
Dont worry, because i'm not angrey.
I guess goodbyes are sometimes second chances.
Now maybe youll understand that this is my life and your just the guy who fucked shit up.