Watching Everything I Love

Sitting on my thoughts 12 stories high, watching every memory burn
Thinking back on every mistake, wondering when the hell I'll learn
With every word drawn awake
I hang my head and heart to take
Dreaming in the sleep of the dying tv, hoping light will lead me through
Every day ive spent just dreaming awake, is every hell lived without you
But if I stay in the cold
Maybe this chance will save my soul