Abyss

My being is waning
constantly fading
Slipping into Lifes' muddied pool
such a fool

Becoming transparent
I fall into the background
blending with others
unable to be me, to be set free

Fading, always fading

Into the next scene
I cannot see
so I do not feel

I am grounded, buried deep
I cannot climb, I cannot claw
my escape
continuously fading, ever so fading
into Lifes' abyss

Wings are gone
I cannot fly
will I die?

Fading, always fading

Who am I, I that cannot fly,
I that refuses to feel, to see,
I that am presently fading
into Lifes' hopeless abyss?
♠ ♠ ♠
I wrote this just now.
It is what I am feeling, stuck in lifes' current being pulled
into a suffocating abyss with no escape.
Life continues on with or without us, immune to our sadness and pain.
Life does what it knows to do best: move on endlessly without hindrance.

This is how I feel.
i-am-me