Alone

I wonder if you’re ok
I’m scared that you’re not
You don’t answer your phone
You don’t call.

When I hear from you its disappointment
I feel so lost so alone
I need you.

But to tell you I’m hurting is just as painful
I couldn’t hurt you.

I’ve seen you cry and I feel
Helpless
To see you cry because of me would be crushing.
I couldn’t bear

Not having you hear is like not being able to see
No control.

I hate the world
I hate life
Because without you it means nothing.