Perfectly Gone

This blood drains tonight
I'll drink this thought away
to afraid to afriad
my scrres re-opened
theyll never stay cosed
ripped apart ripped apart
my screams dont mean a thing
were never heard
to afraid to afraid
to afraid to say
what I really felt

(breathe in faster now
cause its getting thinner
take you time
this wont last forever
this is only mine
my choise to end so soon
cant spend any time
just for me
on my own
so I'll seal this deal
and leave behind my signature
written bloody words
waste my time telling you
what you should have seen
seen this comming
fold my hands
cross my heart
this fucked up hand in life we're dealt
this ends tonight)

Myhands shake
as I get close
so afraid so afraid
lets go farther deeper
the pain will fade
ripped apart ripped apart
maybe when I wake up
I'll be in a different place
still afraid still afraid
will that place there
only be the same as here
fall apart fall apart

(....)

My blood floods tonight
cant drink this thought away
make new scarres
like the ones you left before
my words never ment anything
so I'll leave behind words
thatll chage your mind

Look
look at me now
look how I truned out
look exactly what you wanted
Im perfect
perfect
Im perfect
perfectly gone