Broken and Torn

I thought you were going to be the perfect one.
The one that would be there for me no matter what.
But I was blinded by the love and lust I didn't see your true colors.
You knew I was an easy target from what people had said.
I stood there and believed your lying mouth.
It was as if you were a child who had gotten a new toy.
You were so excited to mess around with it.
Then it became old to you and you just tossed it away in the trash.
I was just another foolish girl falling for your gentle moves.
When I lost my innocence to you.
I knew it was mistake right from the start.
I felt empty and torn.
I didn't feel like a woman, i felt dirty.

Now that my eyes are opened and my mind is cleared.
I understand what is going on.
You were just using me.
I treated you right and I got stabbed in the back.
My heart is broken and I have no one to repair it.
Nothing will fix it. I'm alone.
The pain strikes back again.
I don't want to feel this pain.
So I go back to my old ways and renew my scars.
I can't take back what I did.
The only thing you have left me is a broken heart and a lost of innocence