Death Without Dying.

I don’t wanna be here,
But I don’t wanna leave.
I don’t hate the air,
But I don’t wanna breathe.
I don’t wanna lose my life,
Nor do I want it to keep.
I don’t want to decay,
I just want endless sleep.
I don’t wanna lose the race,
But I don’t wanna win.
I wanna give up the fight,
But without giving in.
I don’t wanna play this game,
Fucking around isn’t for me.
I do not want it simple,
I just want it different you see?
Life’s a job I wanna’ quit,
With out having to leave.
Lifes a Life, I want to live,
But without having to be me.