Beauty Can't Handle the Beast

Another single night,another inner-self fight.
Where did I go wrong,where did our strong love go?
I was blinded by you,I got caught off on where I was
and I wish to take everything back,that was bad.

So here I am clinging to my pillow hoping for dear life
that you'll come back to me someday,its the fact
of today not being the day.
You brought out the best in me,but since you left
There's a beast inside of me.

I got the nicotine smile to match my
alcoholic eyes,and I got a bittersweet attitude that's from hell.
I maybe broken,but love always comes with a price.
It's a sad outcome,but what can you do when your left with nothing
but your name and some good ol' memories.

Trust me when I say I still care,And I always will.
It's the feelings that wrapped up in it that is lingering
with it.
I'm just wishing that you'll understand I'll be a better
person someday when you come back into my life again.

So here I am clinging to my pillow hoping for dear life
that you'll come back to me someday,its the fact
of today not being the day.
You brought out the best in me,but since you left
There's a beast inside of me.

I got the nicotine smile to match my
alcoholic eyes,and I got a bittersweet attitude that's from hell.
I maybe broken,but love always comes with a price.
It's a sad outcome,but what can you do when your left with nothing
but your name and some good ol' memories.

You left,but your spirit still is here.
You tell me you love seeing me happy,
but how does pretending look real to you.
I hope that your best colors shine through
in everything you do.

Someday I'll be quitting cigarettes&Liquor,
moving on to something a little less sinister.
(Cause you bring out the best in me)
Someday I'll be happy for real
(cause you bring out the best in me)

Someday there will be no beast left in me.