Mine

Can you open your mind and let me inside until I realize-
what am I looking for?
We used to be so much more
than this.
Just let our organs rip.
Tear me up and curl away in the mistakes of yesterday
you've reddened up and fallen asleep
I'm in bone deep and you're drowning me
in lost memory.
Can you take it all away?
Can you make me safe?
Make me sane?