I'm Sorry

I'm sorry I'm not perfect
in your eyes at least.
I'm sorry when I was mad
I acted like a 'beast'.
I'm sorry you can't except me
for my beauty inside.
I'm sorry you would laugh
everytime I cried.
I'm sorry I was different
just never could fit in.
I'm sorry you didn't care
like your heart is made of tin.
I'm sorry if I was fat
or a ugly, stupid mess.
I'm sorry you couldn't see me
for what I did the best.
Im'sorry you bullied me,
teased me, and tortured me.
I'm sorry you thought it was fun
to bring me to my knees.
I'm sorry for the lies
all the rumors that you said.
I'm sorry you didn't see
every tear I shed.
I'm sorry if I wasnt skinny
I wasn't model thin.
I'm sorry my skirts weren't 'mini'
nothing I had was 'in'.
I'm sorry for my wasted tears
what a waste of time.
I'm sorry I am still alive
I know it to be a crime.
I'm sorry most of all
you couldn't love me as I am.
I'm not sorry that you soul
has finally been damned.