I'm Never Good Enough, But That's Okay

I’m not perfect;
Never was
I thought I’d never be because
I take my disregard to heart-
Perpetually at the start
I build me up
And break me down
My gravity
Is my renown

From best intentions
I digress
That stranger faces
Might impress:

I’m lazy, I’m crazy
I hate, I forsake
I can’t take-
Another moment this way…

I just can’t seem to make it through a day
I’m never good enough

…But that’s okay.