The Beginning

I thought this was done
I thought this was over
But its not
This is only just the beginning

Its been so fucking long
So long
I can't even remember
When this began

I'm trying so hard
Just to get thru all of this
But its not working

I'm trying so fucking hard
To ignore this pain inside
To keep it from driving me
Further away
I'm just trying
Think of something else

I feel hopeless
This pain is unbelievable
This pain is unreal
This pain is unbearable
I feel so fucking hopeless

I'm trying so, so hard
Just to get thru all of this
But its not working

I'm trying so fucking hard
To ignore this pain inside
To keep it from driving me
Further away
I'm trying to just
Think of something else

I feel so alone
No one understands
What I'm going thru
I feel so alone
I feel so alone

I'm trying so fucking hard
To ignore all this pain inside
To keep it from driving me
Further away
I'm trying to just
Think of something else

I feel so alone
I feel so alone
I feel so alone