Back at the Start

I`d run away
Even just for a day
I`ve got nothing else to say
So I guess it`s goodbye for today.

I would sigh
But then you`d think I want to die
You`d think all I do is cry
So I guess this is goodbye.

I`m not who you think
I don`t want to sink
Thought you saw a secret wink
No it`s not what you think
You only saw me blink.

This coul`d be heaven, or this could be hell
I don`t know, and who can tell?
It`s just what they try to sell
That we`re at the bottom of a well
When really we`re just over the dell.

If I could find my heart,
We could go back to the start,
Maybe if you hadn`t thrown the last dart
We wouldn`t be back at the start.